After interim review, we took a walk in the afternoon.
How a beautiful day in Sheffield~ I breathed a lot and felt satisfied in this moment.
And I suddenly felt appreciated all of the things, including the chaos period.
When I thought of you, and I tried to think the conversations in the records.
Everything is nothing right now, however, it does not mean I could deny what we happened in that time.
You could not understand what I suffer from you and how can I overcome it , meanwhile, another guy suffered the same thing.
Sometime I may feel a bit guilty, but I still believe I did the right thing in this situation. You are sucks, no doubt!
Even though, I never blame and be mad at you, it is all my decisions.
I am not sure if these accidents did not happened, what it looks like now?
Actually, I have my problems with him indeed, as a lot of things combine together, it becomes disaster in the end.
I am not satisfied with too many thing, however, I could not complain, either talk to others.
It seems like I pretend everything is fine and no problems. Yes~how fake is it?
After one year, the best thing I realizes is both of you are not right person. I could not get along with you for my life.
Therefore, no more need to regret and sorrow.
Life is still going on and wonderful! I hope you may feel better now and you could stop cheating others anymore.
If I could have a new life with someone, I still may appreciate what I have learned from you.
These are my lessons in my life!